Arghhhhhh

so loooonnnnggggg

 

as cliche as it seems for the snap

the moment of realization doesn't fall flat

you hinted and hid your intention

like-a' guiding angel aware of her cognition

through the last year

you've truly filled my evocation

that time you've kept up

I thought you challenged

that time you've offered

I thought you blended

that time you greeted

I thought you concurred

that time you indirected

I thought you joked

that time you stared

I realized

that time I stared

you responded

yet, now, I doubt myself

my appearance is misleading

smart, I just do the oddity

mindful, I'm just a bit quiet

polite, I'm anti-social

unloyal, that is a truth

trust me, I'm as worse as it can get

still here?

I'm as desperate as a dying man

I'm sure you understand

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